[djxmonster]: 27.Originals.Hello Again

Another very personal song. I thought I'd post this even though it's nowhere near finished....

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Almost over, almost done
The war against the pain in my heart, almost won
Almost gone
Never thought, this outta shape I’d be bent
From a convo that started “I got the pics you sent”

Talkin’ about your rent, family, and pets
Damn… looks like this isn’t over yet

Shit… I thought this was over and done… with
Hold up, get yourself together, don’t… trip
And don’t sit… and think about the past
How I though it would last
Too fast we moved, history can prove
Now I’ve got someone new, but do I still love you?

After I left, I swore, the answer to that would forever be no
But now I’m back and a matter of fact, can’t let you go

But I’d let you grow,
Be… Miss Independent
Too close before, what happened
Was not what I intended

But if to me, another chance you granted,
You would see, how I could fill your life with enchantment.

Smothered you, is what I did
Man, I think I ruined this
Man, we both threw such a fit
Man, I’m glad we’re over it

Damnit I can’t take this shit
Wounderin’ just what’s legit
Should I persist or should I quit?
I remember how we were so passionate
Like Micky Dee’s, I was lovin it
Touchin’, squeezin’ and huggin’ you
Back rubs, deep kisses, and huggin’ you
even through it all, I still loved you
Forever I knew, our love would be true