[ghost]: 57.Theta.Forgive Me

it's a long hard road
there ain't no stoppin here
it's a great big world
and we're not welcome here
you're a long lost soul
hopin to find yourself
looking for a place to call home
a slice of heaven in this hell

forgive me mama
I know I never made you proud
and dad, I'm sorry
I know how much I let you down
forgive me darling
I know how much it meant to you
I say I'm sorry
but I know that it means nothing now

I try to tell you
but I can never find the words
I try to love you
but all I know is how to hurt
I try to help you
but I'm the one who needs all the help
I try to save you
but I can't even save myself

forgive me mama
I know I never made you proud
and dad, I'm sorry
I know how much I let you down
forgive me darling
I know how much it meant to you
I say I'm sorry
but I know that it means nothing now